2006-11-09T08:11:00.000-08:00

last night my partner and I was talking about dreaming. This is a really interesting topic to me. Does anyone have any views on this?

2006-11-05T05:20:00.000-08:00

I have decided to keep a log of my days. I am dyslexic so if there are any spelling or grammatical mistakes really sorry.

Well, what's today for me, it's my Anniversary with my partner of 7 years. I am not married as I have never felt the need to be. I think marriage is a everyday thing like a blog sort of. Basically to me and my partner we are already married we don't need to go to church to confirm it. Please understand I am not saying marriage is not for everyone, if you want to then do it but for me it's not a day it is a life long job. That does not cost thousands of pound. I love people being happy with each other, were all different and that has to be taken into consideration.

What about children I hear you say, well I not got any at the moment but plan to have some in the future hopefully. As a social worker, I kind of view the children that I work with as my kid's as I am always worrying about them.

If your not in social work, it's like a hidden world that the public only hear about when something goes seriously wrong. The aim of my Blog is for the world to decided as you will be able to hear what happens to me day to day. I will not be giving details on cases but I will be discussing my views and feelings as I have a lot of these.

I try all the time to do what is right and follow the 10 commandment because they work and if everyone else followed them, I know we would not be in the mess that the world is in today. I would be unemployed because society as a whole would be responsible for everyone's children.

Now that I have mentioned the 10 commandment let me talk a bit about religion. I would like to point out that I am not a Christian, Jew, or Moslem. However I do know (not believe) that my true father (God) has given me all I need to be right with him. This is my Main Concern. I am just a human being not black not white not rich nor poor.

What is my purpose I feel that in the society we live in today man -made laws prevent us from being the beautiful race we can be. Question- How can we have a law system, (now this does not just apply in the UK but in the world) that we do not understand? You have to paid someone to explain it to you and they themselves have to read books in order for them to understand. This is ridiculous and to me does not make any sense.

Going back to the 10 commandment written years ago they still make great sense today. I feel this is to do with love because the most high who created them loves us. Do you think Blair or Bush loves you? May be they do but I think they love money more.

I don't want to come across as preaching here I just think that more consideration has to be taken. For example it is my view that all these religions are following the same God. They just don't want to sit down over a cup of tea and talk about. Let's use nuclears instead.

I try to love every one a much as I love myself and would never want to bomb someone because I don't argee with them. Why? What would this achieve. I know many people who view this may not agree but that's fine, I will just go on and so will you.

The world is in pain, and I feel it every day. I don't worry about it because I know what my purpose is and that on one can beat God I just wish more people would follow him/her, not their vicar, friend, pope, kings or queens just him. His law, the laws that any man can understand and follow.

Do you ever stop, in the middle of your day and ask yourself this question. How many of my brothers and sisters die to day? Yes, it is a horrible question but there is an answer to it, even I do not know. (just human) There are to many wars and none of them for a cause, how said we all are.

This blog may come across as depressing but is the world today. There is hope, someone asked me to do this as I don't like writing at all but I have been having dreams at night sent to me to get my message out (Only following my master's will) .

Finally to be clear Chose God .

We as humans, if we are of sound body and mind know right from wrong it's not rocket science.

Do good and good will follow you.

All thanks to God.

am I really working for children